It’s late which means I feel like sharing my feelings.

sorry ‘bout it.

Everyone always says you should only want to lose weight for yourself and not to make others happy. and I do want to lose it for myself, but that’s not the only reason. So I’m going to make a list since those usually make more sense than if I tried to type a paragraph. 

My list of reasons I want to lose weight (even though these shouldn’t be why):

-So boys will find me attractive
-To make my mom happy, because even though she would never admit it, she hates that I’m the size that I am.  
-So I can be the skinny friend, for once.
-So my best friends will want to take me around there other friends more
-So I can go to the beach and feel comfortable taking my cover up off.
-So I can go swimming at swimming parties and not be concerned with how I look the whole time and actually have fun.
-So I can get backstage at concerts
-So I can be more confident.
-So I can share dressing rooms with my friends instead of getting my own
-So I can wear cute swimsuits
-To feel like I look skinny in colors other than black
-So I can get lots of likes/reblogs on my pictures
-So when I meet One Direction they won’t take one look then look away
-So I can crowdsurf
-get piggy back rides
-sit on peoples laps
-Be comfortable eating infront of people.
-So I can actually have fun trying on clothes
-So I don’t have to feel like my friends are embarrassed by me.